i havent slept since you legt f f f f its been so long and im sotird ed and sad and i feel so empty and i h ate myself because o f u you and i cant even look at myself i an s m m m o fat and ugly and i cant blame you for leaving me and finding someone as pretty as her and i just cant sleep without you and i just wanna see your face amd smell your smell and m be be happy and u i i love you