broken , she was. she wasnt lie k k k k k k k k ke anyone else. she stayed up to think, into the early our h h h h h ho o o ou u u uu r r r rs of the morning. she was all alone, she felt. , and there wasnt a single person who understood hi e e e e er she held back the tears, but finally they fell. she wiped them away, although the pain didnt go away as the tears did.