b/p. b/p. b/p. b b/p. b/p. b/p. b/p. b/p. b/p. b/p. endless cycle of self destruction. which action do i hate myself more for? which is going to kill me? hmm b or p? b or p? b or p? b or p? b or will it ever end? will it ever end? will it kill me before i escape? w will i live forever in its clutches tell me i dont deserve it. tell me even though i fucking deserve it. i'm sorry to my family and friends i'm sorry i'm not strong. b x x c b x x x '05